You'll always be a part of me,
Im part of you indefinitely.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 11:54 PM
i fucking regretted what i did yesterday. but what to do? time will never go back, and nothing will change. goddddddd!~ im getting emo now ):if only i knew things would turn out this way, i swear i'll never do sucha foolish thing. i knew it was my fault yesterday, but ... okay, friends hit the jackpot. i wanted attention. i wanted you to care for me like how you used to do, but what i got? jealousy? frustration? ignorance to me? things turned out the wrong way. i was really stupid to have done that.
things are HORRIBLE now. no contacts, only ignorance. somehow, all these actions add up to the worst outcome. and i NEVER wanted this to happen. everlasting, remember?
i dont know what to say nor do. you wouldnt even bother to care right now. i did my part, i tried my best. its all up to you.
icriedtosleepalmosteverynight.